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But at the same time, I felt uneasy at being thrust into an online community which I’d long considered kind of annoying: What’s really striking is the extent to which a disorder associated with garrulousness and substance abuse has been captured so utterly by nerds. To what neurodivergent urges would I now be subjected? Would I be tempted to start drawing pastel-colored webcomics about buying too many notebooks or set up a TikTok account with my boyfriend in which he is assigned the role of baffled but tolerant neurotypical and I am essentially a child? Would I start claiming that innocuous behaviors like “Googling stuff,” “using emojis,” “being able to concentrate sometimes but not always,” and “watching cartoons” arise directly from my newly confirmed condition? Would I begin to construct elaborate metaphors along the lines of “ADHD is basically like having a poltergeist that follows you around and moves your stuff” or “ADHD is having a werewolf that lives inside your brain: the secret is not trying to control the werewolf, but fully embracing that you are this creature”? I didn’t want to do any of those things, but I did start to consider what we are telling ourselves — and one another — about ADHD.
#HES FUCKING RIGHT#my last couple of jobs i was fired from within less than 6 months or i had to quit before i was going to hurt myself#but you won't see that from the silly little memes and such on the internet#no one wants to acknowledge those of us who just Can't do things because the disorder that makes us “uwu quirky” has real actual impacts#that aren't so fun to read about and that its a messy messy thing to have#i'm in a stand off with my own brain and its not fun#its having left fryers on for like two days and causing a massive fire hazard because i got distracted by tossing the garbage and forgot#while closing all by myself#its all those “little” mistakes adding up until its something that can't be ignored#its people being forever annoyed because i keep getting distracted and not finishing tasks up#its trying to force myself to start things#its the comorbidities that make it all worse#its always having to second guess myself and then second guessing my second guess and so on#its losing things no matter how important they are#my card with my SIN number that i need to apply for pharmacare and to do my taxes? missing. its gone.#my wallet with my health card? also missing#“you should've put them in better spots”#and what if i told you that i put them in places i swore i'd remember putting them? doesn't help me now does it#thats what adhd does#but sure. “look squirrel!” amiright? thats so quirky and silly
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Break Time! (Surprise!)
Nutmeg rolled onto her side, contemplating as the other kittypets stood and stretched their legs. Jake, who had disappeared briefly, returned with a mouse clamped in his jaws and he dropped it at her paws.
“Here, try it.” her mate invited. Nutmeg gave the mouse a dubious look, unsure. She gently sniffed it, then took a bite. Jake’s whiskers twitched as her ears pricked. “Good, amiright?” Nutmeg purred.
“It is,” she meowed.
“Well, save some for me!” he exclaimed. Nutmeg poked her mate’s side with a paw.
“I think I should be worried about you not saving any for me.” Jake gave her an offended look.
“What ever gave you that idea?” he meowed innocently.
LINE BREAK LINE BREAK LINE BREAK
“Princess.” said she-cat paused as she heard Oliver’s mew, and instantly knew what he was going to ask.
“Yes, Oliver?” she meowed, turning to meet him. He touched his nose to her shoulder.
“You know something about this right?” he asked. “Every time Tigerclaw is mentioned, you tense up. And every time he does something, you mutter under your breath.” the white tom sat down, tail curled over his paws. “There was something going on in the forest at that time, wasn’t there?” When Princess didn’t answer, he leaned forward and whispered; “Does it have something to do with Tigerclaw?” Princess hesitated, then nodded. Oliver slowly nodded. “And I assume that Firepaw also is involved?” Princess met her mate’s blue eyes.
“Very involved.” she meowed softly, green eyes glazing as she remembered the stressed, anxious looks of her brother. Firestar had tried to hide as much of it as he could from her, but Princess saw right through it. She knew her brother was under a lot of pressure, especially when he became deputy, and then leader. That’s why she always made sure to be there when he called. To reassure him that she was there for him, and would always be there for him. Her tail drooped. Not anymore. A small voice in her head goaded. He’s not here anymore. He left. And you’ll never see him again.
“Princess?” Oliver asked, eyes concerned. “Feeling alright?” Princess shook herself, angry at letting those thoughts get to her.
“I’m alright.” she meowed. “Just...remembering.” Oliver nodded, pressing against her.
“If you need to talk,” he offered. “I’m right here.” Princess dropped her eyes to the ground. Those were the same words she spoke to Firestar, moons ago. She turned to Oliver and brushed her nose to his cheek.
“Thank you.”
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Ruby slunk through the forest, belly rumbling with hunger, and mouth watering with the scent of so much prey. She had never come across a place so filled with food. She paused as she spotted a squirrel. Dropping into a low crouch, she slowly crept forward, paw by paw, until she was a few tail-lengths away. The squirrel froze, lifted its head and began looking around. Now! Ruby sprung forward and landed on the gray creature, cutting off its squeal of fear with a perfectly delivered snap to the neck. The warm smell of blood filled her nose, and she licked her lips as she picked the squirrel up and trotted back to the clearing where Socks was sitting next to their grandmother. The gray she-cat dropped her catch and settled down.
“Nice catch.” Crystal praised. Ruby happily flicked her tail as Socks gave it a sniff.
“That smells so good.” he groaned. Ruby nudged the squirrel towards him.
“Go on, have a bite.” she urged him.
“Thanks!” The tuxedo tom took a bite and chewed as Crystal casted a critical eye over both of them.
“It’s good to see you two getting along.” she meowed, a tad bit evasive. “Too bad your brother isn’t here to join in.” Ruby and Socks froze, casting guilty glances at each other at the mention of Tiny - or Scourge as he called himself. Ruby studied her paws as Crystal’s disappointed gaze swept over them both. “Tell me,” the old she-cat meowed. “I won’t yell, but tell me why you thought it was a good idea to bully your brother like that.” Socks answered, voice small.
“I….I guess we were just...just…” he and Ruby met each other’s eyes. Socks continued without breaking eye contact with his sister. “I guess we were just...jealous.”
“Jealous?” Crystal prompted. Ruby sighed.
“Yeah, jealous.” she scuffled the ground. “Mother was just paying so much attention to him, because he was the...well...runt of the litter. And I guess we just didn’t like that.” Ruby felt her ears burning with shame as kithood memories filled her mind. Excluding Tiny from their games. And when he did join in, roughly pushing him around. She flinched as the worst one yet entered her mind.
“You know what happens to unwanted kits?” her own scornful voice filled her ears. In her mind’s eye, she remembered the terrified, uneasy eyes of her little brother. Ice-blue wide with terror as she spoke the damning words that sealed his fate.
“They get thrown into the river!”
Ruby stifled a sob. After that moment, Tiny had been nowhere to be found. Mother had searched for him, and found his scent trail ending at the forest, and she had proclaimed that Tiny must have been killed by the forest cats. Many moons later, however, Ruby and Socks found out just how wrong she had been. Her little brother, riddled with scars, claws reinforced with dog teeth, collar studded with his victim’s teeth, and those gentle, curious icy eyes had turned into a chillingly emotionless stare, bitterness coating the irises.
Crystal stared gently at her first two grandchildren, disappointment but also compassion in her green eyes. She gently licked them both on their heads.
“I’m glad you’ve realized what you’ve done was wrong,” she meowed softly. Socks pawed the ground as Crystal nudged Ruby’s squirrel towards them. “Eat.” she prompted. “You’ll want a full belly.” Ruby and Socks slowly began eating, guilt still circling through them, but acceptance for their mistakes seeping through as well.
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The gathered cats all settled back down in the clearing, ready to continue the viewing when a starburst momentarily blinded them. When their vision came to, Bluestar was standing there yet again.
“Bluestar?” Princess asked. “What are you doing here? Is there something else we need to do?” Bluestar gestured with a paw.
“No,” she shook her head. “I have conferred with the members of StarClan, and we have reached an agreement.” The gathered cats exchanged bewildered looks. “Another will be joining you.”
“Who?” Livy asked. Bluestar glanced off to the side.
“Me, apparently.” Only the ones who recognized the newcomer gasped.
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Hello! So, asks are open for a bit? Hope i wasn't too late to the party... If it's still open how about (general fluffy) headcanons on MC with werewolf! RFA (+ Minor trio if you do them)? If the asks are closed the you can ignore this. Thank you :3
A/N: aaaa they wereopen when you sent it love, no worries ^^ I will do my best here, im sorry ifits short!! but i didnt wanna get repetitive or anything!! and i dont know toomuch about werewolves /heck pls i really hope its okay im Anxiety™/ ^^;
*YOOSUNG:
-Honestly? I can see it
-But instead of some big, bad,scary werewolf he?? Was like a giant puppy??
-‘Cause it doesn’t change hispersonality too much in all honesty. Maybe this is why he’s such a puppy inperson as well?
-You have to watch him though,because he likes to run around and takes off after things like squirrels.Really likes to go (where it’s safe) and play around with you. Fetch? Youbetcha.
-Seriously is not scary. Not atall. He can try, but nope. He even has puppy dog eyes. Weren’t werewolvessupposed to be scary??
*ZEN:
-The /best/ looking werewolf
-Like you’ve seen those dogshows?? How they’re gorgeous dogs?? If there was a Werewolf Edition™, hewould win.
-His red eyes can actually bereally scary in werewolf form, so you try not to upset him. Most of the timethough, he tries to give you “The Beast” eyes. It doesn’t work. Itdoes, however, make you giggle every time and that’s good enough for him
-He has The Prettiest™ whitefur and he needs you to take care of it for him. Brush, shampoo, anything tokeep up with it. He’ll even let you braid or put bows in his fur, so long asyou take them out. They looked pretty spaced out when he’s in wolf form butonce he’s back to human form the amount of clips and things actually hurts hishead
-Wolf howls and makes all/sorts/ of wolf innuendos at you while in human form because he knows he cancontrol himself well enough to do so
*JAEHEE:
-Werewolves can be energetic andreally determined but she just wants to sleep
-With all the shit she puts upwith all day and going through the transformation she just wants to cRAWL INTOBED
-So she does. You’re in it too?Too bad. Large wolf cuddles for you. 'Cause uh, she wants to sleep too.
-Sometimes she’s awake enoughand will feel bad so she curls up like a normal dog at the foot of the bed buthonestly feels much better laying up with you
-Seriously though it’s herfavourite thing? Whether in her wolf form or not? Cuddling? Cuddle her, MC,please. She’s always a sweetheart? How is this even possible?
*JUMIN:
-The Proper One™
-Honestly, just as classy inwolf form as he is in human form
-Hear me out, he also has thisdominant way he presents himself. Like, he’s the alpha. Any dogs within acertain amount of miles /know/ it. They can feel it. They can feel it when he’sjust human form as well. There’s just that aura around him
-But not with you. He’s a bigsofty. At first you were really concerned for Elizabeth but she just rubs onhim? That is the one canine-like being that she will ever enjoy. He stilldemands the high quality of meats to eat in this form too. He has tried at onepoint to use utensils in this form too, he gets frustrated. Also likes if youput a tie on him. Why aren’t any of these werewolves scary wtf did you watchthe right horror movies MC?
-10/10 will fight Zen in thisform you gotta watch out
*SAEYOUNG:
-The type to return to humanform and just walk around for hours after, inthe nude
-Tries to scare you every time.You can’t count how many times he’s been dramatic in his change or how manytimes he’s tackled you, growling, pretending like he’s going to bite
-Honestly you’ve learned to justlightly tap him on the nose with a newspaper and he turns into another giantpuppy. Please don’t get him and Yoosung together. They’ll wreck the house.
-Always wants to play wrestlewith you. Always. But sometimes he miscalculates the fact that he is a lotstronger than you. If he hurts you even in /the slightest/ way, he’ll take offoutside (obviously making sure you aren’t seriously injured first) and won’tcome back until he changes back. Then he’s all apologies, practically beggingyou to forgive him, constantly kissing all over your face
-On his calmer days, he likes totry and sit on your lap. Has that 'big dog’ syndrome where he thinks he’s a lapdog and refuses to acknowledge that he clearly does not fit
*JIHYUN:
-Skiddish!!! I’m talking for thelongest time he would physically sprint away from you and you’d find him hourslater attempting to hide under the bed and it being a disaster.
-I’m sure after a while he’dwarm up to you and just quietly follow you around
-I’m talking, you’re cooking inthe kitchen? He’s there silently begging. You’re on the couch? He’s againstyour hip just like a normal dog. What is /wrong/ with all of these werewolves.Might as well have been puppies, amiright?
-No but really he is 10/10willing to protect you. Knock at the door? Growling scary enough you have totell the person that you were watching a scary movie.
-Belly rubs!!!!!! Will rollaround like /the biggest/ idiot, knocking everything over in the process andsheepishly apologizing later on for not being able to help clean it
*SAERAN:
-He tries to constantly growl atyou and bare his teeth, trying to be intimidating so you’ll leave him alonebecause 1. he feels vulnerable and awkward and 2. what if he hurts you withoutmeaning to?
-Though you’re always hangingyourself all over him because he’s “cute” and he just learned to getused to it
-Seriously he really likes headpats and behind the ear scratches and will crawl into your lap like his brotherwould until you give him that sort of attention. Fuzzy blankets somewhere? He’scurled up on one. He also likes to sit outside and just howl, it’s likescreaming at the void, but in dog form
-Honestly will sleep most of thetime unless he’s trying to be alpha male and “protect” you fromSaeyoung
-Saeyoung just playfully tacklesand sits on him though that poor baby he tries so hard
*VANDERWOOD:
-The Most Intimidating One™
-Would rather be alone because?It’s a sensitive time okay, he can get really grumpy
-I’m talking growling, fangsshowing, maybe even some of that like… gross angry drool but he’s extremelygrateful when you clean it up off the floor because? Ew that’s gross. Does notwant.
-He will let you sit with himoutside, though. If he’s sitting outside, it’s a calm time for him, and you’remore than welcome to sit too. Maybe even pet his head a little bit. BUT ONLY ALITTLE BIT. NO MORE.
-I feel like he would get reallyembarrassed if he changed back in front of you? Like BAM HERE’S ME NAKED, and Ithink as much as he plays it off like he’s cool with it, inside he’s like,“did MC /really/ just see… everything?”
Masterlist!~
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welcome to my blog kinda happens
I AM PISSED I WROTE THIS WHOLE POST THEN MY BROWSER CLOSED ON ME SO I HAD TO START OVER FUCKKKKK
WELCOME TO MY BLOG, WEIRDOS…
IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU PROBABLY FIT INTO ONE OF 5 CATEGORIES:
1.
I TRUST YOU ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU MY SECRET ANONYMOUS BLOG SO YOU CAN SEE ME WRITE ABOUT COLLEGE, OR WHAT I’M GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE.
2.
YOU LOOKED UP “STUDYBLR” OR “DEPRESSION” TAGS AND ARE HOPING TO DISCOVER SOME GIRL THAT WENT OFF THE DEEP END AND THIS IS SOME BLOG ABOUT HOW I FOUND GOD OR JESUS IN A POTATO CHIP, ALL HAIL SPUD-GOD! (IF ONLY, AMIRIGHT?!)
3.
YOU ARE PROCRASTINATING AND THIS CAME UP IN YOUR FEED
4.
YOU ARE/WANNABE MY NEW INTERNET FRIEND (PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU FALL UNDER THIS CATEGORY, I WOULD LOVE TO GIVE A NAME TO MY PARENTS SO THEY CAN FINALLY THINK I HAVE FRIENDS)
5.
YOU FOUND MY PRETTY INSTAGRAM (OR SOON TO ME STUDYGRAM) AND ARE HOPING THERE WILL BE MORE IN THIS BLOG. FULL DISCLOSURE: YOU WILL BE DISAPPOINTED. THANKS FOR READING THOUGH, BUT HOPEFULLY THIS WILL (OR WILL NOT) BETTER SUIT YOUR NEEDS.
Whatever category you fall in, thanks for reading! A bit about this blog or me as of today:
-I finished my first year as a pre-med Biochem student at a tier one university in the good old USA (despite Trump’s America lol) my gpa is around a 3.5 which some say is shit for pre-med, but as someone who is depressed as shit… I think it’s like frosted flakes
great! ha ha ha ha (im not funny omg why)
-I tried to kill myself a month ago and almost got sent to the big house psych ward/institute)…. (yes, i will make a blog post about this someday…)
-I finished my first day of orientation at my internship!!! It’s not my first day as i’ve been there since January, but it’s my first “official” day as I just got approve last week haha… oh oh oh!! Forgot to say… I WON AN UMBRELLA (THE GOOD $30 KIND TOO) TODAY AND A T-SHIRT (that high end cotton blend too… ;) )
so important… ikr
But I am happy and feel somewhat lucky as I intern for one of the best research hospital labs in the nation…. so this blog will be my pretty studyblr notes and posts as I move on with my life as I transfer from my suicide attempt and intern at this lab to see if I’m interested in science research rather than medicine (which I am currently thinking about pursuing). Let me clarify a few things in the past sentence/paragraph:
1. I IN FACT DID NOT GET DISCOURAGED FROM BEING IN THE MEDICAL FIELD AT ALL AND MAKE UP SOME BULLSHIT EXCUSE LIKE “I NEED TO TAKE TIME TO FIND MYSELF.” I JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT ELSE IS OUT THERE IN THE WORLD TO MAKE SURE I DON’T LOVE *YES, LOVE* SOMETHING MORE THAN BEING A DOCTOR…. LIKE I KNOW ALREADY (plot twist: I don’t) but give me credit okkkk 2. I AM NOT WORKING AT SOME RANDOM LAB BUT RATHER WORKING IN A TOP LAB THAT OVER 45 OF MY PEERS APPLIED TOO IDK HOW I GOT THIS INTERNSHIP BUT FUCK MY LUCK IS GOOD I WON A DRINKING KIT/MIX LAST WEEK AT THIS FESTIVAL IM NOT EVEN 21 LOLOLOL my mom took it from me though (she was there :’( ) p.s. im 18 underage drinking is bad i don’t promote it.. it was a joke
So a summary of my overall life is : When I was little, I packed my life into two extremely large duffel bags and headed to the other side of the same city I have only been in when I was 6 to live with my mom as my dad was a crackhead…(All I remember at age 6 besides that is drawing very circular pumpkins for my Kindergarten homework). I have lived in this city for the last 10 years and probably will be for the next 8… kinda boring… i know. but… the details…
are not.
This blog will be a log of my day-to-day struggles, pretty notes, and what ever their can be lol. To be perfectly honest, I don’t even know what it will be about because I haven’t experienced it yet. Well, I have… it’s just I’m too lazy to rewrite or remember them for your entertainment. But feel free to come back and reread what happens to me and my life…
That Life “KINDA HAPPENS” HAHA YOU PROBABLY GET IT NOW WHY I SAY THAT…
Ok, enough of that.
I WILL TRY TO KEEP IT SHORT AND SWEET BECAUSE I REALIZE WE ALL HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN OF DOUG
(FROM “UP” YOU KNOW THE DOG THAT SAYS “SQUIRREL!”), BUT ONCE AGAIN NO GUARANTEES. MAYBE YOU READ THIS BLOG ONCE, MAYBE YOU HAVE ALREADY SWITCHED TO READING BUZZFEED’S “14 THINGS ONLY PEOPLE WHO BREATH WILL UNDERSTAND,” OR MAYBE THIS BLOG WILL BECOME YOUR HOMEPAGE. WHICHEVER PATH YOU TAKE IS FINE WITH ME, THIS BLOG WILL GIVE ME A GREAT RECORD OF MY LIFE WHILE PROVIDING ME A REASON TO HAVE AN ENTIRE FOLDER DEVOTED TO USELESS GIFS:
Like this one #relateable
p.s. I LOVE ITS ALWAYS SUNNY!!!!
(side note: whenever something is underlined it is a link, click on it, and click open….I realized many people don’t know this)
thx see you soon :) ,
Your protagonist or anti-hero or whatever cause I don’t pay attention in English class (Not that I learn much English in that class…),
-Christina
aka Ms. Life Kinda Happens
#study#studyblr#studygram#study inspiration#studyinspo#studyinusa#depression#alwayssunny#its always sunny in philadelphia#firstpost#first post#first blog#new blog#new tumblr#new to tumblr#depressing thought#sucidal#sucide#biochemisty#research#researcher#intern#summer#university#student#biochem#biology#studynotes#helpme#pls
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welcome to my blog kinda happens
I AM PISSED I WROTE THIS WHOLE POST THEN MY BROWSER CLOSED ON ME SO I HAD TO START OVER FUCKKKKK
WELCOME TO MY BLOG, WEIRDOS…
IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU PROBABLY FIT INTO ONE OF 5 CATEGORIES:
1.
I TRUST YOU ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU MY SECRET ANONYMOUS BLOG SO YOU CAN SEE ME WRITE ABOUT COLLEGE, OR WHAT I’M GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE.
2.
YOU LOOKED UP “STUDYBLR” OR “DEPRESSION” TAGS AND ARE HOPING TO DISCOVER SOME GIRL THAT WENT OFF THE DEEP END AND THIS IS SOME BLOG ABOUT HOW I FOUND GOD OR JESUS IN A POTATO CHIP, ALL HAIL SPUD-GOD! (IF ONLY, AMIRIGHT?!)
3.
YOU ARE PROCRASTINATING AND THIS CAME UP IN YOUR FEED
4.
YOU ARE/WANNABE MY NEW INTERNET FRIEND (PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU FALL UNDER THIS CATEGORY, I WOULD LOVE TO GIVE A NAME TO MY PARENTS SO THEY CAN FINALLY THINK I HAVE FRIENDS)
5.
YOU FOUND MY PRETTY INSTAGRAM (OR SOON TO ME STUDYGRAM) AND ARE HOPING THERE WILL BE MORE IN THIS BLOG. FULL DISCLOSURE: YOU WILL BE DISAPPOINTED. THANKS FOR READING THOUGH, BUT HOPEFULLY THIS WILL (OR WILL NOT) BETTER SUIT YOUR NEEDS.
Whatever category you fall in, thanks for reading! A bit about this blog or me as of today:
-I finished my first year as a pre-med Biochem student at a tier one university in the good old USA (despite Trump’s America lol) my gpa is around a 3.5 which some say is shit for pre-med, but as someone who is depressed as shit... I think it’s like frosted flakes
great! ha ha ha ha (im not funny omg why)
-I tried to kill myself a month ago and almost got sent to the big house psych ward/institute).... (yes, i will make a blog post about this someday...)
-I finished my first day of orientation at my internship!!! It’s not my first day as i’ve been there since January, but it’s my first “official” day as I just got approve last week haha... oh oh oh!! Forgot to say... I WON AN UMBRELLA (THE GOOD $30 KIND TOO) TODAY AND A T-SHIRT (that high end cotton blend too... ;) )
so important... ikr
But I am happy and feel somewhat lucky as I intern for one of the best research hospital labs in the nation.... so this blog will be my pretty studyblr notes and posts as I move on with my life as I transfer from my suicide attempt and intern at this lab to see if I’m interested in science research rather than medicine (which I am currently thinking about pursuing). Let me clarify a few things in the past sentence/paragraph:
1. I IN FACT DID NOT GET DISCOURAGED FROM BEING IN THE MEDICAL FIELD AT ALL AND MAKE UP SOME BULLSHIT EXCUSE LIKE “I NEED TO TAKE TIME TO FIND MYSELF.” I JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT ELSE IS OUT THERE IN THE WORLD TO MAKE SURE I DON’T LOVE *YES, LOVE* SOMETHING MORE THAN BEING A DOCTOR.... LIKE I KNOW ALREADY (plot twist: I don’t) but give me credit okkkk 2. I AM NOT WORKING AT SOME RANDOM LAB BUT RATHER WORKING IN A TOP LAB THAT OVER 45 OF MY PEERS APPLIED TOO IDK HOW I GOT THIS INTERNSHIP BUT FUCK MY LUCK IS GOOD I WON A DRINKING KIT/MIX LAST WEEK AT THIS FESTIVAL IM NOT EVEN 21 LOLOLOL my mom took it from me though (she was there :’( ) p.s. im 18 underage drinking is bad i don’t promote it.. it was a joke
So a summary of my overall life is : When I was little, I packed my life into two extremely large duffel bags and headed to the other side of the same city I have only been in when I was 6 to live with my mom as my dad was a crackhead...(All I remember at age 6 besides that is drawing very circular pumpkins for my Kindergarten homework). I have lived in this city for the last 10 years and probably will be for the next 8… kinda boring... i know. but... the details...
are not.
This blog will be a log of my day-to-day struggles, pretty notes, and what ever their can be lol. To be perfectly honest, I don’t even know what it will be about because I haven’t experienced it yet. Well, I have… it’s just I’m too lazy to rewrite or remember them for your entertainment. But feel free to come back and reread what happens to me and my life…
That Life “KINDA HAPPENS” HAHA YOU PROBABLY GET IT NOW WHY I SAY THAT…
Ok, enough of that.
I WILL TRY TO KEEP IT SHORT AND SWEET BECAUSE I REALIZE WE ALL HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN OF DOUG
(FROM “UP” YOU KNOW THE DOG THAT SAYS “SQUIRREL!”), BUT ONCE AGAIN NO GUARANTEES. MAYBE YOU READ THIS BLOG ONCE, MAYBE YOU HAVE ALREADY SWITCHED TO READING BUZZFEED’S “14 THINGS ONLY PEOPLE WHO BREATH WILL UNDERSTAND,” OR MAYBE THIS BLOG WILL BECOME YOUR HOMEPAGE. WHICHEVER PATH YOU TAKE IS FINE WITH ME, THIS BLOG WILL GIVE ME A GREAT RECORD OF MY LIFE WHILE PROVIDING ME A REASON TO HAVE AN ENTIRE FOLDER DEVOTED TO USELESS GIFS:
Like this one #relateable
p.s. I LOVE ITS ALWAYS SUNNY!!!!
(side note: whenever something is underlined it is a link, click on it, and click open....I realized many people don’t know this)
thx see you soon :) ,
Your protagonist or anti-hero or whatever cause I don’t pay attention in English class (Not that I learn much English in that class…),
-Christina
aka Ms. Life Kinda Happens
#studyblr#depression#depressing thoughts#depressing tumblr#newblog#firstpost#study#first post on this blog#studygram#studyspo#student#biochemistry#biology#biochem#its always sunny in philadelphia#alwayssunny#sucidal#suicide attempt#imnotcrazy#imnotcrying#followme#iwantfriends#bemyfriend#pls#thx#plshelp#research#researcher#notes#studynotes
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